I lost the most important person in my life. I was with him for a year and 5 months. I lost my virginity to him, he was my everything and I never wanted to lose him… But I did… xc things change, you can’t do anything about it…. >~<
I would do anything to have him back in my life…. To be able to kiss him one last time. To be able to hold his hand and love him again…. But that won’t happen.
And the worst part is… Everyone tells me not to cry, to forget about him… Well, I can’t. I can’t just forget it all… I can’t…. It’s so difficult… I cry myself to sleep every night just thinking about it…
I think it’s so sad when students stop caring at the end of the year. Like ” I don’t give a Fuck if I fail, I just want school to be over” but you can tell they care. They do. BUT the pressure, expectations and the stress that they have been experiencing early in the semester has totally killed their motivation. We spend 9 months studying for a test that we lose motivation for anyways.”